Am I Evil?

Megadeth Concert on FRIDAY!
seriously, this weekend's gonna be interesting.
megadeth on friday.
SOME DUMB LECTURE on saturday morning.
heaven and hell on saturday night.
seriously, i wonder how i'm gonna get up for that fucking lecture on saturday.
its at 1pm.
i have to wake up at 11am lor.
it'd usually be fine, but its megadeth the night before...
i'll probably be fucking tired.
not to mention possible whiplash.
again.
i think i'll get whiplash at megadeth from headbanging, while i'll just stand there grinning madly for heaven and hell.
it kinda sucks that i'll be going kinda alone-ish.
for megadeth i'm going with nads....
who is going with her bf.
for heaven and hell i'm going with heather....
who is also going with her bf.
life is a mother toad.
its really total shit that william isnt going.
maybe he isnt that true to metal after all.
or maybe he's just broke.
i'm not going for dream theatre after all.
because i'm broke too.

honestly, spank my ass and call me a bitch, but i'm seriously wondering whether william is as true to metal as i wish he was.
what metal does he listen to?
some thrash.
some metalcore.
i think thats around it.
some post grunge and nu metal?
which isnt exactly metal.
which is why i should move to norway.
yah right.
i WISH.
i rmb seeing footage of wacken open air.
it was metal EVERYTHING!
metal dinner.
groups of metalheads eating chunks of roasted meat while singing viking metal songs.
metal market.
a huge market selling everything metal, from spike bands and t shirts to cds.
true metal, all of them.
one day i HAVE to go to one of those.
watch metal legends like opeth, cannibal corpse and children of bodom play.
every single day.
sing along with fellow metalheads.
play games like "guess the song"
and such.
its not what you do.
its the company you're with.
is william metal?
idk.
i'm kinda in the desert when it comes to metal.
i think i'll think abt william in a new post...

Am I Evil, by Diamond Head

On with the action now, I'll strip your pride
I'll spread your blood around, I'll see you ride
Your face is scarred with steel, wounds deep and neat
Like a double dozen before you, smell so sweet.