guess what i did on helloween that day?
i dressed as gib.
gib's a really nerdy guy from my cohort.
he's a really nice guy, so i wasn't making fun of him.
ah fuck it.
i stole the pic from shanice's blog.
hence the editing.
i'd be too lazy to do so.
and i am NOT a rebel.



he's famous for wearing that pink polo tee, kinda.
its his good luck thing.

i'm listening to overkill now.
its fucking sweet.
its kinda melodic-esque thrash.
like songs from MoP.
KeA is more straight out thrash.
less produced...
oh yeah, i'm doing a script writing project on the first three albums.
i dunno if i should write on the albums or early history of the band.
(metallica kinda died after cliff. black album was decent, but everything went downhill after that.)
personally i'm praying for kill 'em all part too.
a return to their roots.
whip my ass and call me a bitch, but i actuually think kill 'em all is better than master of puppets.

anyway...
i just realised my com's bloody packed.
i've got...
5.2 gigs of songs in my iTunes.
that's 1039 songs.
3.3 days of music.
i've got lotsa songs.
lemme see what complete albums i have...

Train Of Thought, Dream Theater
The Atrocity Exhibition... Exhibit A, Exodus
half of Keeper of the seven keys, parts 1 2 and the legacy. by helloween.
3/4 of Eat Me, Drink Me, Marilyn Manson
half of Holy Wood, Marilyn Manson
United Abominations, Megadeth
half of Greatest Hits: Back to the Start, Megadeth.
..And Justice For All, Metallica
Garage Inc., Metallica
Kill 'Em All, Metallica.
Master Of Puppets, Metallica.
Ride The lighting, Metallica
Cowboys From Hell, Pantera.
Operation: Mindcrime II, Queensr¥che
Kein Engel, Rammstein
half of (can only find half) Never Mind The Bollocks...Here's The Sex Pistols, by the sex pistols (duh)

the rest is just random stuff.
which makes up a lot.
hence, i shall start deleting stuff that is starting to suck.
must make room for the stuff i'm currently downloading.
1 movie and a 4 cd boxed set.

oh yeah.
i founded a cop's uniform last night.
just the top.
am planning to spray some stuff on the back.
maybe...
cops are cunts.
or...
fuck the law.
idk...
niwae.
these are some pics i wanted to post, but was always too fucking lazy.



that's my new masks (i made them myself. i think it looks fucking sweet.),
my new knife (only... 8 bucks? found this shop in beach road. if i could afford it i'll by the fucking shop.)
and a collar i bought. it isnt a collar sold in some atas shop for fuckheads, sluts and posers to wear. its 6 bucks from a pet shop. and i think its better quality leather anyway.

this another view of the masks.



nice, eh?
the strings on the cheeks are supposed to represent a chelsea smile stitched back together.
maybe i'll do hat someday.
hmm?
its certainly possible.
i could use surface bars and fasten them reversed instead...

oh yeah.
i went to the pharmacy that day, and checked needle sizes.
they've got ga 23 and 26.
apparently i asked a shop and they use 1.6 (i'm assuming its mm)
which would be equivalent to either ga 14 or 16.5.
not nearly big enough, i suppose?
fuck it.
i think i'll just expand.
oh yeah.
i'm referring to snakebites, btw.
every1 tells me not to get it.
they say it'll look horrible.
not nice.
looks overdone.
guess what?
i used to think of it as a reason to NOT get it.
but guess what?
no matter what i do there'll be people saying this kinda shit.
they think i'm a satan worshipper because i wear a motorhead t shirt.
which isn't even black or death, btw.
so it doesnt really matter, anyway.
nothing does, really.

lol.
i wonder what's next?
when you try out this kinda stuff you just kinda become addicted to it.
kinda.
maybe next i'll do my cheeks.
and get dimples, i suppose.
or maybe i'll make it like gg allin and do this.



diy ftw, eh?
there's a kinda pride in doing it yourself.
you can fork out cash and get a pro in doing it for you.
nadia did that.
she paid 65 for her monroe.
or you can learn how to do it yourself.
and when people ask you how much you paid, you can smile and tell them with pride.
"i'm not a bitch for the blatant commercialism we have in life. i did it myself and saved over something like 20 bucks."

fuck you all.

oh yeah.
when people say bleach, what do you think of first?
the CARTOON or the nirvana album?
when people say cc, what do you think of?
counter clockwise, or cannibal corpse.
when people say dance, do you think moshpit or hip hop?
when people say metal do you think of linkin park or bathory?
when people say exodus do you think of the book in the bible or the thrash band?
when people say halloween do you think of the band helloween or the kids festival on october 31st?
when people say cowboys do you instinctively say from hell?
when people say jesus saves do you think church or slayer?
when people say windmill do you think b-boy or headbanging?

this is...
PULLHARDERONTHESTRINGSOFYOURMARTYR!

The face. and the lips. tremble. as it rips.
Your breath. quickening as heat. rushes in.

Pull. harder. strings. martyr.
Stop. you cry. that's a lie
Flush. gasping. white. reddening.
You smile. and destroy it. it's time. that we end this.