sXe?

maybe i'll try living straight edge for a while.
maybe.
i dont know.
maybe every once in a while its nice to give up all the excess in life and reflect.
not having a religion does not mean im an immoral bastard.

maybe...
just maybe...
i dont know...
im kinda sick of life actually...
maybe i should slow down and learn to appreciate what i have.
maybe i'll try living straight edge for a week or so?

oh yeah.
living straight edge means basically living as clean as i can.
which for me means....
eat vegetarian.
stop drinking.
drink only water.

yes. no beer.
i'm not joking.
no meat either.

seriously?
i read a lot.
1 thing i read recently...
its an article on rastafari.
they live by 1 rule which i find true.
alcohol addles the brain and makes people stupid.
yeah.
i know.
sometimes, i admit.
i just NEED to addle my brain to stop it from thinking.

i'm listeng to rammstein now.
i wont include lyrics.
they're in german, so they wont make sense to any1 who's reading this.
anyway its not just the lyrics.