well....
today is my first day in school.
its fucking sick.
i kinda hate this...
im still missing alexis.
kinda getting over her... kinda.
but still not there yet.
she promised to be friends still.
but she isn't even talking to me anymore.
she doesn't even reply my sms-es.
nvm.
i should kinda give up.
i said that i'd do anything to make her happy.
i'll just take this as the greatest thing i'll ever do to make her happy.

this module kinda sucks...
some entrepreneurship crap.
and my face is starting to peel.
and i'm getting pimples.
this fucking sucks.
oh well.
at least i MOSTLY had fun in sentosa.

i haven't cut myself for a long while.
my skin is too easily infected now.
maybe when my skin heals i'll carve something beautiful on my back to rmb my angel by.

yesterday was my last battle for a while.
it was kinda shitty.
i fucked up.
i couldn't suicide properly...
i regret.
and jenna did a nic.
yep.
she froze up.
nvm.
she'll do well with experience and more training.
hui lin's crew isn't starting out strong.
she's kinda worried.
meh.
don't worry, k?
it'll turn up fine.
u just need to be tighter with them.

today's kinda sucky...
who's started sch now?
me, fab, mickey, erv.
nt sure about the rest...

i typed the above this morning.
now i'm in mcd kovan waiting for peter...
the entrepreneurship wasn't as bad as i thought...
we played board games in the library.
i found this game...
its kinda fun...
its basically a race to put 8 lands in play.
some concepts were similar to magic.
resource management.
land destruction.
playing multiple lands.
cantrips.
ask me if u care to.
it was FUN...
and i kinda got my group already.
first time, eh?
usually i'm left out until the last.
like last sem's marketing.
no1 wanted me.
fuck it...
and guess what?
i found this metal-cased retractable cutter.
it looked so fucking cool i HAD to buy it.
yep.
i love knives.
there was this other knife...
non-retractable blade...
it kinda looked like an art knife or scapel...
apparently its designed to cut glass.
maybe i'll buy it some other time.

zzz.
my shoulders really hurt.
and my nose is peeling...
haha.
its ok though.
no1 looks at ME.
LAWL.

i'm watching mcd tv now...
yep. i'm BORED...
waiting for peter, wilson, ervin and hui lin.
zzz.
there's this cool vid of some skaters skating some places.
i'd say it was mostly street skating but no1 would understand it.
there's a lil' vert skating too.
but anyway...
i always wanted to learn to skate.
there are lotsa stuff i wanted to do but never did.
drums...
bass guitar...
skate...
shoot a hit-and-run style video...
lotsa stuff.
i nv got round to them.
guess they'll have to wait for my mid life crisis...
lols...

i've a feeling this post is getting kinda lengthy...
there's still so much i wanna say but cant.
maybe i will, but not to every1.
maybe some ppl will hear me.
maybe.
maybe tml i'll get knocked down by a car and fuckin' die.
lawlz it up freaks...