this feels...
so wrong...
you know what i'd like to do now...
i just wanna release the pain inside me...
i know this is stupid.
but if i could then i'd spend my whole life moshing.
i'd spend the rest of my life...
getting so drunk i'm numb...
scream my lungs out until i cough blood...
repeatedly slam my puny head violently against whatever gets in my way...
cut myself and cover myself with blood.
i wanna taste blood...
so much blood.
i wanna taste so much blood that it could only mean 1 thing.
i'm dead.