i love alexis.
i just cant help finding her to be so amazingly beautiful.
and i just cant help butbe surprised when she just catches me off guard and reads my mind like a book.
fuck...
it takes every1 else over 5 years to do that, apparently.
i just find it amazing that after exactly 3 months and 2 weeks she's still loving me.
i dont know why she chose me when she could've easily gotten some1 much better.
fuck it...
i really love her...
i dont wanna lose her.
surprisingly, she's not exactly my type.
my type?
look at wilson's gf.
something like that.
but that isn't the matter.
my love for her easily overrules all my sick jap sch gal fantasies...
i cant help thinking that sometimes i take her for granted.
i dont wanna.
she might be gone any moment.
we might be saying something like...
i love you! cya tml!
and there might not be any love tml.
or even a tml.
seriously?
there are only 2 things in my life that matter much to me.
my bros (including my crew)
and alexis.
or shld that be the other way round?
i dont wanna compare.
i hope there nv comes a day where i'm forced to choose between the 2.
honestly?
i'd probably rather kill myself than choose.
i dont have the balls to decide.
so anyway...
ALEXIS! I LOVE YOU!