tml's gonna be the last time i go out with alexis.
i just cant stop crying.
even now...
as i talk to her online...
i just cant stop crying.
now...
all i can do...
is make sure she's very happy tml.
its horrible knowing that eventually that day will end...
and we'll have to say goodbye.
if only tml was the last day of my life.
if only i could turn back time.
i still love her too much.
i just cant give up.
i'm sorry, angel. i still love you loads.
i don't want just a friendship with you.
i can feel something deeper in my heart for you.
even emotionally-numb yuxuan can tell that i love you.
i'm really sorry.
as for tml...
i really wish it can be just me and you.
i'll try my very best to make you as happy as i can.
it'll really be hard putting a happy facade up for you all day long.
i'm sorry.
but the pathetic, crying bastard who cried to you just now?
thats how i truly feel.
just now when we were sms-ing about other stuff...
i was just pretending to be ok.
so i wouldn't spoil your day.
i'm sorry.
i spoilt your today when i cried to you on the phone just now.
please. don't drag any1 else along.
i love you.
let me give you 1 last day of my love, whether you accept it or not.