guess what.
i think im turning into a fucking alcoholic.
im not even remotely sleepy nowadays.
i havent felt sleepy for a while now...
except the day before.
i only felt sleepy after a bottle of beer.
maybe im a fucking alcoholic.
i need a bottle of bitter to snooze well...
oh man...
maybe eventually i'll end up just like yuxuan.
cant feel love.
doesnt look forward to it either.
cant get buzzed.
seriously.
i'm kinda losing my buzz.
i dont get as buzzed from a bottle as much as i used to.
a full bottle used to get my high.
now i only get slightly buzzed.
meh.
i'll stop eventually.
i miss drinking with yuxuan and nic.
i miss sitting at the playground with them...
talking about life...
munching soggy fries...
passing bottles of baron's around.
it was usually either baron's or carlsberg.
i think from now on it'll be baron's for me.
carlsberg doesnt even get me buzzed anymore.

also...
from now on i'll put a "song of the moment" at the end of most posts.
it'll be a song i'm currently listening to.
my current earworm, in a way.
so...
today's song of the day is...
BREAKING THE LAW! by Judas Priest.
from the album British Steel.
i love the video.
i love how the 2 guitarists headbang in tandem while playing the guitar solo...
here's the second verse.
i just feel it.

So much for the golden future, I can't even start
I've had every promise broken, there's anger in my heart.
You don't know what it's like, you don't have a clue
If you did you'd find yourselves doing the same thing too...