sometimes... i just dont know why i try...
i've tried so hard just to be a decent human being...
its just seems that sometimes it isnt worth it...
does it matter, anyway?
often, life is shit.
but that's normal, innit?

its amazing how people can hide their sorrow.
for example, ira always denies that she's emo and smiles more often than the joker.
but we all know that shes actually crying inside.
dont worry, ira.
daddy's here to cheer you up.
(ira: WTF I AM NOT CRYING INSIDE! so i dress emo and listen to emo music. thats ALL! o_O you freaking evil pa. you suck xP)
THATS IT. NO POCKET MONEY FOR A YEAR!
(ira: not that you have given me any at all... lousy pa, what are you for anyway...)
im here to cheer you up when you're emo-ing. which is like 24/7...
and ur ah ma hasn't given me any pocket money either.
even though im still 16, and actually NEED pocket money...
(Brian: U two are f-ked up. LOL)
(ira: you suck brian. pseudo-mat. and selwyn, you yourself are emo. so stop being a pot calling a kettle black)
HA-HA. EMO-FAMILY!
le familia emo!
haha... and ira...
you should stop cutting urself.
i know its addictive but its not gd 4 u...
and it hurts me 2 c u bleed alone....
so stop sitting in ur lil' dark corner and slashing urself.
k?
(ira tried 2 delete this)
nvm... i'll tell her myself....