ok... yuxuan is... more ok than i thought.
i visited him yesterday.
he can walk around and everything.
but its safe to say we'll be breaking without him for quite a while...
lols...
maybe for once he wont be the best in the crew after all...
lols.
maybe when he comes back we'll surprise him.

on a... more serious note,
he's been ruled out of san da for a few months.
so he wont be able to fight in december.
maybe i should drop out too, then.
but i mise...
i'll think about it when i ACTUALLY out of bed...
yups. its 1 40 and im still in bed.
meh.
supposed 2 meet fulin at 2 30 at hougang mrt.
im... still early....
meh.
haha....
and maybe i should skip meals today... i think i'll skip lunch.
yesterday was horrendous..
i actually ate 2 meals.
thats something i havent done in quite a while.
mr spare tire loves me too much to leave me....
meh.
at least ms hoon kee dumped me.
lols.
now oso not really gt feeling liao lah...
maybe thats a gd thing?

i just realised i long time nv fold ang hoon liao.
i rmb last time i uused 2 spend whole saturdays at void decks with my fren just folding and smoking....
was... very relaxing?
haha...
i've totally lost contact with him though.
ever since i dropped out of church.
yups.
i learnt to smoke from a church friend.
so who says christians are all holy?

honestly?
i was in church for 4 years.
total waste.
felt so ostracised.
they didnt even notice when i dropped out, niwae.
so fuck them.
i've got better things to do with my saturdays and sundays, definitely.
lols.
i've gtg bathe now.
must... get.... out of bed...
lols...
catchya later...

DO ANGELS DESERVE TO DIE?