since i know im dying comparatively soon i mise well start planning my funeral.

CHOICE OF SONG TO BE PLAYED
i still cant decide.
maybe it'll be nothing else matters. that song guided me through the dark points of my life. it just means a lot.
maybe it'll be fade to black. that song is just beautiful, and its my favourite song too.
maybe it'll be my way. its more downtempo and suitable to be a funeral song.

PEOPLE TO CARRY MY COFFIN.
yuxuan.
william.
nic.
fulin.
weng tat.
chit ming.
i'm nt THAT fat. i think 6 is enough.

i rmb alexis said she'll cry at my funeral. i wonder how many ppl actually will.
i dont really care what religion my funeral is.
i just want every1 who genuinely cares for me to be there, to see me 1 last time.
i dont want any overtly religious music.
i MUST have metallica at my funeral.
they saved my soul.
maybe it'll comfort me when im 6 feet under too.

METHOD OF DISPOSAL?
i dont know.
maybe i'll be buried.
but no1 would visit me then.
so maybe i'd be cremated then.
every1 can have a piece of me then.
if you guys want you guys can split me up too.
and if u rly want to you can smoke some essence of munky, so i'll be in your soul, always with you.
cool, innit?

SONG OF THE MOMENT.
Korn-Coming Undone.
lyrics-

Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

Choke choke again
I thought my demons were my friends
Getting me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue
And this sweet sugar gun
Does not protect me