this was written this morning:

ok a quick 5 mins of my life before i rush to my shitty McJob.
i dont wanna talk much on my results.
they're fucking bollocks.
but that's much more than i could've ever hoped for, innit?
fuck it.
maybe i should've gone somewhere else, eh?
fucking bollocks.

anyway...
crew jerseys.
they're giving me hell.
i dont know if i wanna even do them.
most of the crew are so fucking APATHETIC that they wont give much of a fuck how it looks like.
THEN they'll complain about the jerseys looking like shit.
(go get a dictionary, guys. most of you dont even know whats apathetic.)
especially zen and wil.
i'll make a survey.
i wont get anything helpful from zen and wil.
and besides, creatively most of the crew is shit too.
you guys cant even throw up a freestyle that isn't
toprocks->footwork->transition->baby freeze.
i'm nt saying i'm gd.
but honestly?
the only people of much use in this shit is me, nic and yuxuan.
yuxuan's stuck doing the choreo.
so its me and nic.
so its probably gonna be mostly me.
fuck it, guys.
i want this to be a crew thing.
so...
if i feel you guys dont contribute much to it,
i'm tagging my name somewhere on the jerseys.
you guys are stuck on the com most of the time.
whip out your mouse.
try designing something.
fuck you, guys.
i'm doing design on FIREWORKS, ffs.