shit man.
i just woke up.
i was supposed to WORK at 12 lor...
and i just woke up.
lols.
my manager gave me my morning call, i suppose.
so i'm working later from 6.
sian.
that means less 15 bucks or so.
and i was supposed to go help collect stuff around 7 plus for alexis.
seems like i cant do that either now.
she just msged me.
she's really pissed, apparently.
i'm sorry dear.
i didn't know i had work until this morning.
and i missed training this morning, too.
this factory job REALLY fucks up ur body clock.
haiz...
i feel like a fucking failure now...
i failed alexis.
i failed my crew.
i failed my manager.
and alexis said i'm becoming fatter.
fuck.
i've always been fat.
but if she says so then i'd better starve like a dog.
so i'm drinking water for breakfast and skipping lunch and dinner.
my stomach is literally BURNING now...
sian...
and alexis is getting skinnier lor...
she still wants to lose weight...
later she so skinny...
not as nice to hug lor...
oh well.
if it makes her happy then so be it...
and anyway...
happy 3 month anniversary, my dear.
i never thought we'd end up quarreling on this day.
oh well.
i've got 4 more hours to find a replacement for work.
i can fail every1.
but i'm gonna try my best not to fail alexis again.