ok.
i'm not working on saturday.
fuck.
and i'm only gonna do this shit until tuesday.
so its yesterday, today monday and tuesday.
seriously?
now i'd rather curl up in a ball and work 24/7.
then i can drop dead from exhaustion.
then i wont have to deal with this shit.
thats it.
i'm gonna MAKE you drop that job.
i dont know how.
i'll think about it at work later.
inevitably it'll involve either blood or fire and my body.
please.
dont make me do this.
i seriously dont like it.
i know i cant really force your choice.
even though you always do that to me.
i cant bear to literally force you and hurt you.
so i'm gonna hurt myself and force you.

I-HAVE-SINNED-BY-JUST
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away

I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I WAIT AND BLEED!!!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain is always free

goodbye, blue sky.