Disclaimer.
I am NOT a malay, muslim or a girl
(hi dee lol.)
i am an extremely idealistic idiot with no respect for most people.

so... yeah.

it is true that the malay community is constantly plagued with bullshit like druggies, unwanted pregnancies and such.

a quick aside,
i dont think anything's wrong with taking drugs IN ITSELF.
it's a choice, like alcohol or cigarettes.
its just that people should be educated about and prepared to be responsible for the consequences of their drug habit.
often its too heavy to bear.
but still, drug use is a choice.
not my choice, nor do i support it.
but still i'm not in their shoes so i shouldnt judge.

anyway, the malay community.
yeah i agree with dee's point.
you cant kick back and whine for people to help you (did i just shoot myself in the foot? :D)
you've to help yourself too.

but this kinda bullshit people dee mentioned arent just found in the malay community.
there are plenty of bullshit, fucked up people all over the world.
and i dont really respect most of them, if i say so now.

life's about choice, in a way.
there are always consequences for those choices.
like if you ink 1488 aryan power or some BULLSHIT like that on your face, be prepared for a (probably short) life without legal employment.

(btw the 14 words i talked about that day, han fen?
this's it.
i just looked it up.
We must secure the existence of our people and a future for White children.
yep. that's it.)

anyway, i don't have the right judge people's choice (though i sometimes do, and i regret it.)
but i dont agree with them sometimes, so maybe i dont associate with them as often.

but heck lah.
i don't exactly have many friends
(by choice. dont really enjoy the company of too many people. just like i hate crowds.)
i've a small (incredibly, really. its like less than... 4 ppl? maybe.) circle of closer friends.
then there are casual friends i enjoy talking to and hanging with, but not 24/7 type.
then there are people i curtly nod to along the corridors.
...and there are people i ignore.

so much for manners sometimes, eh?
i just dont enjoy having to nod to people whose names i dont even rmb.

but yeah.
that's around it.
my mind keeps wandering so i dunno what to blog about.
sorry i'm like that today.
now i'm listening to rhapsody,
5 minutes ago it was behemoth.
and this afternoon i was skanking to the toasters in my office.
im weird today.

Holy Thunderforce- Rhapsody

So we'll fight against the wind for the glory of the kings
to defeat the evil enemies
And we'll ride with our lord for the power and the throne
in the name of holy thunderforce