i'm now watching bowling for columbine.
strangely, i'm beginning to think that dylan and eric did something that was... not totally wrong.

seriously speaking, if i was... wronged severely in a way i wouldnt say it was wrong to kill those who have wronged me.
in a way that would qualify as self defence, innit?

in a way.
seriously, i've always have had this pipe dream.
its incredibly amusing to think about it.

think about it:
1 day i walk into school.
i set a fire and jam the lifts.
i start a fire and block 1 of the staircases.
i then camp at the staircase lobby, in the stairwell, and mow down people.
dead bodies piling up at the foot of the staircase.
moans of the dying filling the air.

its a shame there isn't an open area in my school i could really corral people into.
it'd be much EASIER, to put it bluntly.
i'd just have to pipe bomb the place and corral all the people in with a weapon.
flamethrower sounds cool.
i could theoretically build 1.
but the petrol cost would be killer.
unless i pre-lace the place with napalm.

i wanna make napalm 1 day.
just for fun.
i could just siphon petrol out of some random car.
napalm=Petrol+styrofoam.
easy, it seems...

seriously, would i rather kill some1 with a gun or a knife?
hell, i wouldnt know.
i havent killed any1 yet.
and i probably wont have free use of a gun anytime.

but from what i've seen in movies (i like movies where people die.)
it seems more fun to kill with a knife.
you get to see, up close and personal, the face of death.
you get to hear their last breath.
they die slowly.
it intrigues me to no end.

now i know i dont listen to the beatles much, but this just seems so appropriate its sheer serendipity.

Happiness is a warm gun- The Beatles.

Happiness is a warm, yes it is...
Gun!
BANG, BANG,
SHOOT, SHOOT,
Well don't ya know that happiness is a warm gun, momma?