yeah.
i kinda agree with hui lin's latest blog post.
i hate this popularity.
i'm the metaphorical square peg in the round hole.
i know this sounds stupid, but i never really felt absolutely comfortable in poly life.
its a whole new ball game.
mass com is like a fuckin' popularity contest.
all through secondary school i was the total misfit.
and yeah, i hated the popular kids.
more or less every1 nic hung with.
more or less every1 who played b-ball.
this is why i dont like b ball.
popularity.
its mostly bull.
its so superficial.
its who's hangin' with who and who's the skinniest and all that shit.
who cares who's the hottest?
freaks are cool.
yeah, william.
we're freaks for life.
you because you're a hulking monster.
and i'm a raving maniac.
maybe its a metalhead thing, eh?
LOL.
no. really.
i'm crazy, and have always been so.
even during sec sch.
we were never popular, eh willie boy?
every1 called us perverted freaks.
fuck popularity.
we're proud to be freaks, willie boy.
we're freaks for life.
unloved.
ugly.
imperfect.
yes, we're imperfect and happier this way.
i'd rather not be a tool of the media machine.
i dont wanna have a 6 pack.
i dont wanna look cute.
i dont wanna shop at new urban male.
i dont wanna club.
i dont wanna be just like every1 else.
we were born freaks.
i live a freak.
im doomed to be a freak.
thats it.
i'd rather be with my friends.
my old friends, the ones who're with me.
william.
fulin.
yuxuan.
cm.
ccl.
yep. my bros from bl.
no matter what i do i feel the need to return to them in the end.
i miss my usual bunch of freaks.

Born To Be Wild (as played by Slayer)

Leave the world in a dull disgrace
Fire all your guns at once and
Explode into space
like a true metal child
We were born, born to be wild
We can climb so high
I never want to die