who was i trying to kid?
bludrayne is dead.
and has been so for a long, long time.
this isn't bludrayne.
its emowyn masquerading as bludrayne

argued with alexis again.
i know it isn't exactly ethical to put this up on my blog, but where else can i put it?
apparently, she's blocked me.
yeah. i know.
i can't believe it either.
i know its kinda soon to be saying this, but...
why have you begun to treat me like this?
maybe its because you're sick of my immaturity.
maybe you're just plain sick of me.
i have no idea.
the only thing i know for sure is that i'm going to cry myself to sleep tonight.
don't you realise that by doing this you're hurting me?
what's happened?
don't you love me anymore?
weren't we smiling at each other just moments ago?
i miss my angel.
please.
come back to my heart.