haha...sharing sum shit i wrote a while back...
hehe...
PAIN

Pain is… temporal. But what isn’t?
Pain is… the best teacher. You never learn anything from pleasure.
Pain is… just a state of mind to be overcome.
Pain is… an intensely spiritual revelation.
Pain is… the herald of a sense of closure to a difficult period of life.
Pain is… one of the little constants in an ever-changing existence.
Pain is… omnipresent in life.

What are you, pain? Please define.
Is it the sense of inner peace felt while watching the crimson blood flow down the blade?
The feeling I get when slammed over and over again?
Or the metaphorical knife through my heart?

Why do I not fear you?
Or do I?
Death is the part that I do not fear.
How do you kill what has never truly lived?
Then again, this may just be a false sense of bravado.
I’m only human.
The difference is that I’m prepared.

Death is inevitable.
Why does nobody appreciate that?
Like the Ronin of times gone by,
Unfailingly I meditate upon the looming possibility.

Birth, pain and death are all but mere inescapable links in everyone’s existence.
The first link is broken.
But the second like breaks over and over again.
Embrace it.
Taste the blood.
Feel the rush of adrenaline from feeling pain.
Embrace the pain.
Outrun it.
Escape to a higher plane of awareness in life.
Is life about the same mundane existence daily?
I beg to differ.

Life is about change.
Through life, the only constant is pain.
Cradle to the grave.
Eventually, we all feel the reaper’s scythe crashing down on us.
Merely being just another statistic in an endless chain of demises.
Will our deaths be as memorialized as la morte d’ arthur?
Or will we be all but forgotten?

Pain, we never knew you.
By the time we do it won’t matter anymore.
Nothing. Else. Matters.

fuck it all.... fuck you haters... catch you later bitches... hehe...