i'm thinking of pain again.
i've got a few ideas....

1) wings carved on my back.
its a nice idea, but too many curves would be damn hard to cut. esp. with a simple pocket knife.

2) the letters MVL carved and three dots burnt with a cigarette in a triangle shape onto my back or shoulder.
its very nice and very meaningful.

3) an ace of spades branded onto my shoulder or back.

i dont know if i should do it.
after the original scars im kind of missing the pain.
the only pain is in my heart.
i need something else to distract me from the pain...
somebody just FUCKING KILL ME PLEASE!