well in the past few days i've downloaded lotsa stuff in school. 10 albums or so.
so well...
this morning i was listening to music on the way to school.
i heard this song.
the lyrics... are beautiful.
doesnt sound very metal though.
sounds kinda like 80s synth-pop.
either way its right up my alley.
its not THAT long so i posted all the lyrics.
they're beautiful anyway.

Little Look Back - Axxis.

When I hear your voice in my loneliness
I look back and see my memories
I take a little look back
Just a little look back
Remember she's fire and water in one
A hunter who kills or a prey on the run
It's just a little look back
Just a little look back
Everytime my thoughts
Bring me back to you
It always hurts me, baby,
whenever I do I take a little look back
Just a little look back

[Chorus:]
What I need - I'll never get
All that you've left me is just a little look back
What I need - I'll never get
All that remains Is just a little look back
Why don't you come back?
Why did you leave me alone?
only have memories to call my own
I take a little look back
Just a little look back

[Chorus:]
What I need - I'll never get
All that you've left me is just a little look back
What I need - I'll never get
All that remains Is just a little look back

i hate people who call me crazy.
*COUGHYISONGCOUGH*
fucker thinks im a weirdo.

look.
i just enjoy sitting alone in the dark in candlelight.
im not worshipping the devil in my office every morning lol.
i just like being alone once in a while.
so i can have some quite time to soothe myself.
and i hate the harsh glare of electric lights.
so i lit a candle.

nothing really wrong with that, no?

anyway i'm in advert now.
i dont have much to do.
we're on the creatives now.
i've already done the radio ad and print ad.

actually i did the radio ad in 5 mins.
and han fen did my print ad for me.
we drew cartoon cows.

tankyew han fen you're my fave han fen.

and now i'm really bored.
i'm downloading music again.
as usual.

3 axxis albums and iron maiden's live in rio.

Fuck Religion - The Exploited

People die over religion
Look at northern ireland
Kids are brought up on hatred
If thats religion i dont want it
Fuck religion full of shit

Hardcore Song

Fuck Off China Scum

Burn the red flag and kill commie scum.
Hearts filled with greed coming from there.
get back to china you son of a bitch.
get your own jobs before you get hit.

cleansing the land of those unwelcome
slaying the immigrants until we are as one.
coming to rape and to loot and to steal.
get back to china and eat your own meals.

<>

the immigrants have come to rape our culture,
steal our jobs and steal rice from our bowls.
it is now time for us to rise up.
rise up against the immigrants adulterating our culture.
with 1 forceful thrust we expel the scum.
singapore. for singaporeans.

<>

FUCK OFF with your earthquake.
FUCK OFF with your damn whores.
get your own fucking jobs.
thIs country!
isn't being enough!
for the 2.
OF US!

<>

nice? any1 like it?

@ heather

hi mum! yes, china has a horrible attitude towards it.
they keep whining on how people arent donating enough
and acting like people are obligated to donate to them.
thats just WRONG!.
and besides, if they're the economic superpower they claim they are,
they should be able to help themselves?
its like a grown man whining for a milk bottle.

have china no shame?
oh wait. its CHINA.
what am i thinking.

myanmar, on the other hand.
they're a much poorer country.
they need the aid much more.
we should all give to myanmar instead.
they need AND DESERVE our help more.

EVERY1!
boycott breadtalk!
we shouldnt support them for supporting the china cause.
att least for the time being.
or AT THE VERY LEAST dun buy the BUTT UGLY, ACT CUTE fucking PANDA BREAD BULLCRAP!

capish, mi amigos?

Johnny B. Goode - Chuck Berry

His mother told him "Someday you will be a man,
And you will be the leader of a big old band.
Many people coming from miles around
To hear you play your music when the sun go down
Maybe someday your name will be in lights
Saying Johnny B. Goode tonight."

Taken from NDTV.com

Manchester United won the Champions League 2008, defeating Chelsea in the final at Moscow's Luzhniki Stadium on Wednesday night.

The game was decided via a penalty shootout, which United won 6-5.

The teams were 1-1 at the end of the second half, and the deadlock could not be broken in 30 minutes of extra time.

Chelsea midfielder Frank Lampard scored in the final minute of the first half.

It was after United went ahead with Cristiano Ronaldo's header in the 26th minute.

This is United's third win in the elite club competition. They had won it in 1968 and 1999. They dashed Chelsea's hopes to win it for the first time.

it was an amazing match, tbh.

chelsea started slow.

(at 1 time the posession was 65-35 in favour of man u)

when ronaldo headed in the first goal i was hoping to stay there tight at 1-0 till full time.

unfortunately lampard equalised right before the break.

demoralising.

then 2nd half was very attacking.

chelsea hit the posts twice i believe.

interesting thing is chelsea made lotsa shots...

but those ON TARGET?

less than man u.

oh and drogba got sent of for slapping vidic.

dont know exactly what happened.

tevez started it i think.

dont really know.

chelsea were being very physical with tevez.

seriously i think drogba lost the title by slapping vidic.

if he were to take the shootout instead of "the incredible sulk" anelka

they would've had a chance.

but... yeah.

man u won.

amazing match.

very close.

i stayed to watch the trophy presentation and all.

it was amazing.

rooney did some stupid dance.

and anderson did some other stupid dance.

oh yeah.

i was sharing a table with 2 chelSKI fans.

fairweather fans, no doubt.

just like most chelsea fans.

they support whoever the bookies give the best odds.

thankfully the chelski bastards didnt jinx it for me.

oh yeah.

a few things.

im quite sure most of the team's probably drinking now.

anelka's most probably sulking like a baby.

john terry SLIPPED while taking his penalty shot

chelsea CONVENIENTLY have multiple pulled hamstrings at 1 time.

ronaldo's probably not going to real madrid now.

... and im gonna give marc hell. im gonna tease him for being a dirty chelSKI fan.

We all follow Man United

We've now won the CHAMPIONS LEAGUE

And we really shook 'em up.

When we took the champions cup.

Cuz United are the greatest football team.

if any1 sees the charity relief fund done for the victims of the eaethquake in china, DO NOT donate.

i'm not against the idea of helping people.
i donated to the relief fund for the victims in myanmar.

i just dont like the china people.

look at it this way.

1) they get your money.
2) they set up a business and earn more money.
3) they wanna earn more money (yes, china people are GREEDY)

3a) they come here and be whores or mistresses (women)
3a) they become fake monks and conmen (men)

why support such people?

its their government's fault, to be honest.
the system they promoted encouraged people to better themselves AT THE EXPENSE OF OTHERS.
like you get "rewarded" for telling the party that your neighbors are "CIA spies".
so over the years they've learnt this mindset that others are dispensible so long as they get whatever they want.

so in conclusion, china people are UNSCRUPULOUS, GREEDY, SELFISH and A BANE ON OUR SOCIETY.

keep singapore's EDUCATION, JOBS, HOUSES and LIFESTYLES FOR SINGAPOREANS.

DO NOT AID CHINA'S COMMUNIST PLAQUE.

VIVE LA DEMOCRACY.

i wish i'd gone to this nickleback concert.
and this MCR concert
and this Panic at the disco concert.

anyway,
yep. band review i suppose.




kreator are an influential band from the teutonic thrash scene.
characteristic of that scene,
emphasis is made on harsh sounding vocals (aggressive like early metallica, for example.)
and heavy riffing.

as a result, the drumming is usually simple and bass is usually minimal.

however, the strong riffing is good enough to listen to.
the drums, though simple, are what i call "mosh drums".
they form a consistently simple rhythm, like what would be nice to mosh to.

personal highlights include the songs dystopia
and phobia

phobia- kreator

Paranoia,
Coming from within, Taking over,
Symptoms of an everlasting...

Phobia

does any1 know how to

1)on an administrator account on my crappy iBook,
2)on safari (or firefox, if need be)
3)prevent access to certain websites.

my sis keeps using my laptop, which irritates me.
so being the mean spirited son of a bitch i am,
i'd like to block access to some websites,

namely
1) xiaxue's blog
2) dawnyang's blog
3) some other blogs and stuff she reads.
4) and friendster

yes, i'm a selfish bastard.
help me, please?

the toxic waltz- exodus.

Here's a new dance craze that's sweeping the nation.
It's called the Toxic Waltz, and it's causing devastation.

You're jumping up and down like a psycho circus clown
Slamming with waltzers All the way around

You get caught up in the whip, Thrown into a flip
You aim for someone's head To stain the floor red

Give someone a kick To prove you're truly sick.
Bounce back from some blows and blood runs out your nose

Flailing round and round, and you're injury bound
Waltz it up!
The pit is it!
You can take your chance On this rough new dance
If you dare!
To dive in!
There are some that try But they don't survive
They don't hit!
'cause they're wimps!
And this exercise helps you brutalize
With us!
EXODUS!

today i had an... exceedingly interesting day.
first we had a dialogue session with robin yee about the future of our IBPs.

there's this plan to merge all IBPs into 1 giant conglomerate.
(DANGER WORD SENSOR ALERTED)
so we'd all be sharing a huge open plan office and equipment.
also, each IBPs will be focusing on their specialisation, with other stuff left to a dedicated team.
so aside from the IBPs there'll be a team of advertising specialists and designers, for example.

so robin yee held a dialogue session for our feelings on it, pros and cons and stuff.

first off, the idea's been floating around forever.
its already set in stone.
why bother telling us?
we dont have a choice anyway.
yes, it'll only affect the next batch and after, but we still dont want our efforts go down the drain.

anyway, robin yee didnt understand a single point i made.
i rightly pointed out that working in such a manner would affect the purity of our creative process.
for example, i dont think many people would fully understand the creative direction behind production of an album.
that is, unless they follow closely each stage of the process itself.
in which case would render the conglomerate redundant, since thats WHAT WE ALREADY DO.

i pointed out, "what if we, FOR EXAMPLE, produce an album in the style of a certain genre of music. say, hip hop. if the advertising team does not sit in on our creative process and fully participate in it, they wont fully understand the stylistic ideals behind it to properly promote it in an appropriate manner.

and you know what's the most irritating part?
shyanne.
big part, if you get me.

first of all, the general creative direction of an IBP and its associated publicity materials (Website for instance) should not (and will not) change DRASTICALLY between years.
we cant have a dark gothic theme 1 day and the next (when the next batch rolls in)
be all sunshine and pink sparkly rainbows.
well shyanne thinks that it can be done.

second, we dont want this conglomerate because it'd ruin the branding effort we've put in so far.
its easy for her to dismiss that as an important point, because NOBODY HAS HEARD OF MEDUSA.
medusa has no brand awareness whatsoever.
up till today even the principal (and most people there actually)
didnt even know what medusa does.

well even though the label's brand isnt exactly very strong, we still have a brand identity UNLIKE MEDUSA.
the label actually has an identity.
we actually do work.

yes, though it seems that we dont do work.
we work on a project basis.
most times we are free.
thats when i play bass in my office and play diablo.
but other times we have projects to do.
so we do them.

so FUCK OFF, SHYANNE.
impertinence.
you obviously have managed to learn less than me from advertising.
(which is incredible, seeing that i failed.)
fucking learn the concept of CREATIVE CONTROL AND BRAND IDENTITY, you FAT CUNT!

dystopia- Kreator.

All hail dystopia
Your parasite messiah never comes
All hail dystopia
God has died when war drags ever on

you know what's funny?

anti emo riots in mexico

this's fucking hilarious.
there's so many of them... yet they have to whine to the police to protect themselves.
i wish i could fly over there now.
i'd love to kill an emo kid.

they're just fucking losers jumping on the bandwagon.
a subculture that prides itself on "how we're all so different."
right.
they're all different in the exact same way.

and they're all so unique when they all have the same exact look.
seriously, they keep whining about self expression.
how hypocritical can that be when they all dress the same.
sheep, i say.

i wish we had that in singapore.
i'd gladly lead pogroms against...
vermin.

people who listen to pop.
people who misrepresent their identity.
people who are "chao enthu"
all dragonboaters.
all cheerleaders.

i'd gladly lead pogroms against these people.
simply because i hate them.
of course, it'd never happen (unfortunately).
prudence.
but lemme dream a bit, k?

it'd be fantastic if i could round these people up and put them into concentration camps.
instead of auschwitz it'd probably be some offshore island or summat.
somewhere there're no crappy cd stores.
no bullshit new urban males.

then we could torture them, perhaps.
or perhaps we can do a mengele on them.
you know.
like josef mengele.
do fun stuff like some human experimentation.
wait, i dont think the term's very appropriate.
they arent exactly very human, innit?
more like... cretin.
vermin.

a lot of this kinda ppl are... an irritance.
they travel in huge swarms.
they get in my way.
(i can hardly take the fucking lift now.)
they're incredibly... noisy.
they hog up my bandwith and now i can hardly watch movies in my office.
and my downloads take hours. (downloaded only 3 albums today. sarcofago, x japan and paradise lost)
also, they're unbelievably arrogant.
impertinence.

i believe that people in general should be respectful of each other.
all it takes.
ACKNOWLEDGE each other's presence. a curt nod or so.
be mindful of each other's needs (you dont see me blasting metal loudly, though i'd love to.)
respect each other's space.
if you're in a public place with unfamiliar people, they may object if you speak loudly, for example.
so dont carry on wildly like you own the fucking place.

i dream of pogroms.
instead of kristalnacht it'd be a night filled with ripped new urban male singlets, FBTs and blood.

slayer- mandatory suicide.

A vile smell, like tasting death
Dead bodies, dying and wounded
Litter the city streets
Shattered glass, bits of clothing and human deceit
Dying terror
Bloods cheap, its everywhere
Mandatory suicide, massacre on the front line

i randomly decided to write some lyrics.

this is entitled sheep. could be either a death song in the vein of deicide or something like kreator's thrash.

"sheep"

((Intro riff))
slitting the throats of those who bleat.
following blindly like fucking sheep.
i'm not the devil, i just want you to see.

((more riffage))
when will you learn?
((Drum roll))
when will you see?
((Drum roll))
open your eyes
((Drum roll))
You're but another.
fucking sheep

((Guitar solo))
open your eyes. dont be so blind.
subliminal influences corrupting your mind.

why cant you just see?
open your eyes just like me.

they just want you to be the same.
why should you live your life tame.

we're all born free.
so why don't you see.
((Slow blast beat.))

don't be just another.
fucking.
sheep (scream the last word.)
((slayer style solo))
((Fade out on a high note, maybe fret 15 or higher))

ok this's another song i'm gonna write on the fly.
i got the idea from when i was on the crapper.

this is a hardcore song, or maybe crossover thrash (S.O.D. like)

"Kiss the crooked cross."

((stick click intro))

shaved into your skull.
etched into your skin.
you're fucking ignorant if you dont know what it means.

((riffing))
fucking symbol of hate.
of a fascist regime.
killing all the people who aren't on their team.

((riffing))
why is it on your skin you're not even white.
shave it in you skull? now where's your fucking PRIDE?

((mosh segment))
your skin is brown, your hair is black.
you're not an aryan, there's just yourself to hate

((guitar solo))
kiss your crooked cross, fool.
love it while it lasts.
we'll down all you scum and fuck you
IN.
THE.
ASS.

((cascade of noise, snares))

like it? tell me if its decent, k?

Freddy Kreuger- Stormtroopers Of Death.

As the blood begins to splat
In his sweater and his hat
His rotted mouth smiles as you die
His color's red and green
His skin's not what it seems
He rips at it and tears off his own flesh