a day or 2 of rest before i resume studying for my last exam.
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fuck it.
at least i'm free today.
to fiddle about on my sister's guitar.
like i am doing now.

i'm learning a tout le monde now.
its a bloody beautiful song.
funny enough.
lyrics about dying+soft beautiful intro+awesome emotional solo=song i like.
its quite similar to fade to black, innit?

i like songs that talk about the darker side of life.
its quite true that mainstream music doesnt dare talk about such stuff.
but its that kinda stuff that says the most.
its bloody real.
in a way it helps people talk to their demons and comfront them.

in a way thats why music is so important to me.
it helps me deal with my problems in life.
it kinda gives me purpose in life.
i've said it before many times and i'll say it again.
i wouldnt be alive today if i didnt listen to metal.

oh yeah. watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=orrgV_piHPA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZ4PTiL1RDs&NR=1

its a tv show documentary style about metal made in the 80s.
funny.
20 years on some things never change.
these people must be something like 40 now.
i wonder if they still listen to metal, eh?

headgirl- emergency

Can't seem to think, can't decide
Times running out on the other side
Where to run, what to do
Better not hide so I can't find you