merry christmas every1.
i hope ur christmases are just peachy.
unfortunately it usually isn't.
what does christmas mean?
for some, christmas is a time to have fun with friends.
for some, christmas is a time to commemorate the birth of jesus christ.
(it isn't even the date of his birth, btw. its actually a greco-roman festival, i believe.)
for me,
christmas is a time to think.
to reflect on those around you and to think about how much they mean to you.
all in all,
my life hasn't exactly been the happiest one ever.
but there are so many people living worse off lives than me, innit?
i should be content with my lot in life.
esp. when there are so many people around the world living a hard christmas.
i know this sounds stupid.
but think of the people living lousy christmases.
think of the homeless.
think of the poor.
think of how they feel when they see every1 spending cash like water just to be happy for a day, when the money could have been better spent providing them with basic needs like food.
there is a problem with the global system, actually.
this unequal globalisation is ruining the lesser developed countries.
the rich countries exploit the poor and rob them of raw materials like diamonds for a pittance.
they force the poor in third world countries to do back breaking work in often dangerous or unpleasant conditions.
they exploit their circumstances and build endless rows of factories belching out clouds of heavy fumes as far as the eye can see.
this is how the world is becoming, eh?
also, i am sick of people telling me what to think and what to do.
you can go ahead and tell me, but i have the basic human right to choose whether or not to follow, you fucking fascist.
and i'm sick of you always insisting on having things done your way at your timing.
its always NOW NOW NOW.
fuck off you fascist bitch.
you're not telling me what i like.
or what i want.
or what to think.
sieg heil, eh?
YOU FUCKING NAZI WHORE.
its my life.
i think i have the basic choice to choose what to think, dont i?
and no,
i wont be held in line by your rhetoric.
i wont be held in line by your archaic moral values.
authority MUST be held in check.
if there are no checks on power then are we no more than fascists?
this is a fucking family, not a fascist state.
i see no reason why i should think the way you want me to be.
i don't believe that you are superior in every way just because you're older.
i can name off hand several ways in which i'm your superior.
so fuck off, dear mum.
this is my life.
its fucking bollocks to have to say this,
but i'm no longer your sweet little boy i was 10 over years ago.
i have my own mind now.