bollocks...
i'm still missing my Alexis.
this sucks balls.
chef's proverbial chocolate salty balls.
i'm nt even sure when she'll be back.
she said either the 20th or the 21st.
but im nt sure exactly when.
i dont know if i can even be with her the day she gets back.
i've gt radio to do on the 21st and 22nd and eboy's birthday to celebrate somewhere around there too...
and even if she's back i should give her some time to rest.
she'd be damn tired after she's back.
so all in all i wont be seeing much of her until this coming saturday.
i'm SO gonna rot and die.
i honestly feel like crying now.
its official.
Emowyn is returning.
life doesnt seem as meaningful without her.
south park isn't as funny.
diet is meaningless.
i just ate rice and chili sauce
and the chili doesnt even seem as spicy without her.
LOL
so in the end i like.. threw away half the fucking bowl.
do me gd though.
im FAT.
mr lardbucket whale.
i shld go bulimic.
LOL
jkjk....
healthy weight loss doesnt involve puking urself.
it involves getting up and 7 am on sundays and running, as well as only eating 1 tiny meal a day.
haha...
btw... i noticed that almost no1 reads my blog except 4 my "captive audience" (Alexis)
LOL
who gives a fuck.
so long as i get to blow off some steam its fine for me.
i originally started this as an outlet for my emo-ing and pissed-offness.
LOL