you know... ever thought about how life could've been different if you did stuff differently?
as in... how some minor detail could've totally changed the course of your life?
its kinda interesting to think about it actually.
and sometimes i wish i had made those choices instead.
i wonder where my life would've ended up instead.

who knows maybe i would've been some useless piece of shit party boy instead?
nah. i wouldn't, unless i was rich.
damn.

come to think of it i usually hate rich people.
yeah.
dont usually get along with rich people.
come to think of it i dont usually get along with people, rich or poor.
but then again thats another story.
so... yeah.
why i dont like hanging with rich people.
rich people tend to treat me as their odd job worker.
they might like... ask me to be their ad hoc delivery boy.
i suppose its not that they ask me to.
i mean...
lotsa people do that.
i myself offer.
its the way they ask i suppose.
i dunno.

anyway, rich people always like being in control.
when you hang with rich people you know you'll never get to do what you want.

some days i prefer hanging out with myself.
like when i did the quiet time thing.
it felt kinda good, so maybe i'll do it every once in a while from now on.
it'll give me time to focus.

rime of the ancient mariner- Iron Maiden

Water, water everywhere and all the boards did shrink
Water, water everywhere but nary a drop to drink.