FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!

i remembered why i didnt like whiplash!
no its not the pain.
nor is it the inconvenience.
nor the constant sore-ness.

CANNOT HEADBANG!

i can move my head back easily.
it goes side to side decently.
and it cant go down much.
fuck.

mayhem- freezing moon.

Darkness is growing
The eternity opens
The cemetery lights up again
As in ancient times
Fallen souls die behind my steps
By following the freezing moon

i've got whiplash again from headbanging at helloween.
fuck man.
it was good.
not good a megadeth, actually.
but still plenty good.

i remember the crowd singing along to each and every fucking song.
it was amazing.
i remember they opened with their eponymous song.

In the streets of helloween, there's something going on...

what else did they play...
hmm...
they played if i can fly
eagle fly free...
a chopped short (by FAR! I FEEL RIPPED OFF!) version of keeper of the 7 keys.
a shortened (FUCKFUCKFUCK!) version of power.
future world (encore)
perfect gentleman (imagine tons of mats and people like ME singing we are perfect gentlemen. LOL!)
as long as i fall
Dr. stein
march of time (2nd song)
sole survivor
how many tears (i think)

...
ah...
here's a concert review with the proper setlist AND some not very good pics.

http://deaf-angel.blogspot.com/2008/02/review-gig-helloween-250208.html

... who cares?
we're there to headbang.
not to take fucking pictures.

and check this out to!

http://deaf-angel.blogspot.com/search/label/Heaven%20And%20Hell

http://deaf-angel.blogspot.com/search/label/Megadeth

reviews for sabbath and megadeth!
fuck YEAH!

this guy fucking ROCKS man...

helloween- power!

We've got the power
We are divine
We have the guts to follow the sign
Extracting tensions from sources unknown
We are the ones to cover the throne

you know what?
i finally bought the denim jacket i was looking for.
in the unlikeliest of places at that.
ang mo kio hub.
at NTUC.
funny, innit?
but at least it only cost me 20 bucks.



looks a bit moldy and wilted, actually.
and it needs some patches. lol.

so here are the patches.
i want more.
i want a S.O.D. patch, an exodus patch (BONDED BY BLOOODDD!!!) and more...
cant find much though.
so i've got these.
i like the motorhead one.



and yeah, i've sewed the motorheAd 1 on the back.
kinda lazy to continue sewing.

porn again christian- december wolves.

Porn again christian...Porn again christian!
Born to fornicate. The consequence of creation. Live and die
by the Cunt!

a day or 2 of rest before i resume studying for my last exam.
advertising.
fuck it.
at least i'm free today.
to fiddle about on my sister's guitar.
like i am doing now.

i'm learning a tout le monde now.
its a bloody beautiful song.
funny enough.
lyrics about dying+soft beautiful intro+awesome emotional solo=song i like.
its quite similar to fade to black, innit?

i like songs that talk about the darker side of life.
its quite true that mainstream music doesnt dare talk about such stuff.
but its that kinda stuff that says the most.
its bloody real.
in a way it helps people talk to their demons and comfront them.

in a way thats why music is so important to me.
it helps me deal with my problems in life.
it kinda gives me purpose in life.
i've said it before many times and i'll say it again.
i wouldnt be alive today if i didnt listen to metal.

oh yeah. watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=orrgV_piHPA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZ4PTiL1RDs&NR=1

its a tv show documentary style about metal made in the 80s.
funny.
20 years on some things never change.
these people must be something like 40 now.
i wonder if they still listen to metal, eh?

headgirl- emergency

Can't seem to think, can't decide
Times running out on the other side
Where to run, what to do
Better not hide so I can't find you

i'm not exactly very cheerful now.
i hate exams.
i hate studying.
why do i have to study?
i'm not good at it anyway so why the hell am i here.
i could at least do something i would enjoy, though i probably wont be good at it either.

i'm not exactly good for much.
i like doing stuff.
but i'm never anywhere near good at it.

fuck it.
dont want study liao.

william let me watch this last time.


i wanna learn the softer solo in master of puppets.
its a great album.
with a great song.
though i still prefer kill em all.

i can play the intro to sanitarium.
on acoustic and on bass.
1 day when i can play the whole song i'm gonna play it real pretty on bass.
i'll try it with a wah wah.
slight though.
i'm not kirk hammett.
official slut to wah wahs everywhere.
its ok, but he's kinda overdoing it.

ah well.
learn to play properly first before splurging on a effects pedal i suppose.

oh yesterday i bought 2 new picks.
i bought a stiffer pick for my bass.
the notes sound bloody sharp.

and i bought some sliver thin pick that feels like i'm using a piece of mahjong paper.
lol.
i tried it with my sister's acoustic.
i want to try and play like the solo in this vid.
the pick's so thin i can see through it.
but anyway it's designed for acoustic.
and it was 60 cents so wtf.
doesnt really matter anyway.



metallica- welcome home (sanitarium)
welcome to where time stands still.
no one leaves and no one will.

do you think any1 who sees this could help me vote and choose a new blog add?

i've made a short survey. so tell me what you think about the names i've got.

1) underafreezingmoon.blogspot.com

its named after the song freezing moon by black metal legends mayhem.

2) behindthecrookedcross.blogspot.com

3) downtheslopesofdeath.blogspot.com

4) http://greedforinsanity.blogspot.com

they're named after metal songs.
because metal is the only reason why i'm still alive.
i'd have killed myself were it not for the hope i got from metal.