Masturbating with a crucifix

i think i know why i listen to so much music.

i'm socially retarded. i'm unable to express myself adequately to other people in the "normal", "Human" fashion.

much like i'm comfortable expressing myself in here because i know for a fact that nobody reads this.

thankfully. the solace is cathartic.

anyway, i guess i use music as a catalyst with which to present my emotion.
so i guess if you understand my musical taste, you understand me.

noone has.
maybe its all for the better.

sometimes i wonder if its a blessing or a curse being unable to relate to humanity.
i'm better off, perhaps.
in a way the enforced solitude has led me to occupy my life with other subjects.
that i find usually more enjoyable.

but sometimes i'm lonely.
i guess ultimately i must wean or at least gradually diminish my need for human social interaction.

i can hardly find a form of viable human social interaction.
friendship usually seems too vapid.

i wish i was born unto this planet alone. the omega man.
so maybe i could have some sort of peace of mind.

sometimes i miss heather actually.

i want to leave this country.
i haven't found a single thing good about life here.

i want to live on a farm.
i wanna smoke weed everyday.
i don't ever want to wear clothes.
i want an AR 15.
i want to hunt animals.
maybe i even wanna hunt humans.

i don't wanna be a government slave.
i don't wanna be gagged.
i don't like singaporeans, in general.

singaporeans are vapid. superficial.
we need concentration camps.

maybe hitler was a sensitive man after all.
people wouldn't hate jews for no reason at all.
i'm sure he had his reasons.
just like i have mine.

1 day i'll run down orchard road with a shotgun.
i'll shoot anyone i don't like.
hipsters.
those damn deathcore kids.
irritating young people.
i REALLY hate young people.
i hate most people between the ages of 14-25 actually.

We would like to see most of the human race killed off because it is unworthy; it is unworthy of the gift of life.

Behemoth- Antichristian Phenomenon

Subgenres Of Grindcore

I haven't blogged at all since i'm not allowed to blog about army things and i haven't had the time anyway.

I'm listening to lotsa grind recently, so why not?

Subgenres Of Grindcore

1) Mincecore

Politically oriented grind in the vein of agathocles, archagathus and unholy grave.

2) Goregrind

Grindcore with lyrics about horror. influenced by b grade horror movies and often begin wiith samples from them. one example is Impetigo.

3) Blipcore

Micro songs. very short songs that can be only a few seconds.
the most prominent examples would be napalm death's you suffer and brutal truth's collateral damage.

4) Pornogrind

Grindcore that is slow and extremely groovy. lyrics are about sex, and often samples porn movies. these frequently would be more "extreme" porn movies like bestiality porn, watersports or BDSM. this is the genre of grind i like least, because its usually very stupid. one of the most popular pornogrind bands is germany's Cock & Ball Torture.

5) Casiocore/Casiogrind

This is quite an obscure genre, and refers to bands that use casio keyboards in their music. the best example i can think of would be trencher's teeth. its very fucking trippy.

6) Deathgrind

the fusion of grindcore and death metal. very common nowadays. try newer napalm death. quite good, actually.

7) Medigrind

grindcore about medical themes. they're the type who dress up in bloody trench coats and stuff. like the county medical examiners, general surgery and early carcass.

8) Cybergrind/Electrogrind

grindcore with electronica influence. the best example would be the locust. which is a fucking great band, too. a lot of it takes cues from glitch music and 8 bit music (Like DJ Scotch Egg)

9) Noisegrind

i don't really like this. grindcore with lots of influence from noise music (which is NOT an oxymoron) listen to anal cunt for an example.

10) Industrial Grind

fusion of industrial music and grindcore. listen to early pitchshifter and godflesh.

11) Drum Machine Grind

grindcore with splittercore type drumming. they don't have real drummers, so they play extremely fast. try agoraphobic nosebleed.

1 day i'll do this for metal too. and maybe punk? idk.